well guys and gals it looks like i'm gonna have to let you in on what i'm facing up to now...........alvin, the one guy i thought woudl be there for me forever...................still missing. he's been gone so long and i miss him so much and the only "comfort" the cops are giving me is like "if he was dead we'd have found his body by now" oh i love those cops
so he's gone. could be dead for all i know. dave's back from cali now, which means his aunt's died. i'm so sorry for you dave. so we three are waiting here, trying to get on with college - only another three weeks anyway, i'll make it.
i'm figureing that claire's having a bit of a rough time trying to deal with me and dave, both lost in our own worlds. i really try to help us stick together but soemtimes......we fight, we almost fall out. its so hard. if only he would come back. alvin i love you



jo x